Attract > Chase

My two non-negotiables to ensure each day of mine is fully lived are 1. solid morning routine, 2. growing every day - via active learning from interactions with people, or listening to podcast/youtube, reading and journaling when I choose to spend time alone.

However, the past 3 months still topped to be the most transformative and exponential growth period I have ever experienced to date (!).

Without getting into the details of it all, the triggers were that at the start of Feb, I had to let go of connections I was deeply attached to (personally and professionally), which forced me to be face-t0-face with the emotions & realities I clearly was running away from. All the pain and inner work propelled me to step fully into my power of standing tall, feeling more self-assured than ever, and jumping right into the new opportunities and challenges beyond my wildest dreams.

And most importantly, I became the calmest that I have been - in the mode of receiving.

Then the following followed:

The joy of letting go, of expectations, attachments, fears, constrains, needing things to work out certain way before figuring out if they even are what I truly want deep down in my heart.

The gift of being 100% content with who I am, where I am and how I operate in this vast Universe, without chasing anything or anyone in particular.

The grace of moving more elegantly, thinking more clearly, expressing more intentionally yet authentically.

For the first time ever in my life, I have never felt closer to understandng and mastering who I am. And in turn, more content and at ease with all the natural unfolding of what life gifts me.

Don't get me wrong, I still set KPIs for work, take pride in devoting and contributing to the relationships I keep, making goals and plans in order to look at my best, feel at my best and be at my best.

However, I now see that there is a fine and elegant line. On one side was me losing myself in order to chase, the other side lies the equanimity of my physical + mental state of simply attracting, then receiving.

It has been the most liberating and freeing sense I have ever instilled in me. Knowing my intrinsic value that only I possess, and bringing it to every conversation I join and every room I enter.

So here is me marking this brand new phase of my life, fully open and receiving - the endless possibilities and versions of my life continuing to unlock.

*Eyes closed visualizing, with my heart fully open and receiving in peace* 😌💖